There's a version of your life where loss defines you forever, and there's a version where it's the origin story and made you into someone your former self couldn't have imagined. This video is about the difference between those two movies, and the single decision that determines which one you end up in. If you've been stuck in grief, and some part of you already knows it's time, this is the permission you've been waiting for.
A widower, who lost his wife four years ago, posted on social media that he's still completely stuck in a life rut. Some examples he gave include:
Her closet is untouched, three rooms sit frozen in place, and he hasn't dealt with a single thing from the day she died.
He hasn't dated, doesn't feel worthy of anyone's time, and is losing the drive to even try to change.
He's raising four kids alone and feels completely disconnected — from his wife's presence, from himself, from any sense of what comes next.
Now this widower’s situation isn’t that uncommon, and a lot of people in the comments, many fellow widows and widowers themselves, were being kind and sympathetic to his plight. And, to an extent, I get that. But I want to talk about something that might actually help him, because kindness isn't always the same thing as truth.
Grief and loss are among the heaviest burdens a person can carry. Losing a spouse rewrites your entire life, including your routine, identity, and what the future looks like. In the months after loss, you deserve every bit of grace while you try to figure things out. But here's what nobody tells you: at some point, kindness, grace, and sympathy stop serving you and start protecting you from the very thing you need to do.
The people who recover from devastating loss and go on to build something meaningful all have one thing in common: at some point, they stopped identifying as someone who was grieving and started identifying as someone who was rebuilding. That shift doesn't mean forgetting their late spouse or whoever they lost, nor does it mean their grief isn't real or the loss profound. It just means they decided which movie they were the main character in: the one where grief is the permanent backdrop of their life, or the one where grief is the origin story.
Think about that for a minute. There are only two movies. In one of them, the house stays exactly as she left it, the closet stays untouched, the rooms stay frozen, and every day looks like the last. The main character—YOU—is defined by what he lost. In the other movie, the same loss happens — same grief, same pain, same love — but you use it to change for the better. Instead of being stuck, you start building something new out of the ashes. Same inciting event. Two completely different stories. The only difference is the decision about which one to be in.
Here's the truth: you already know which movie you're in. You don't need someone to tell you. When grief has gone on long enough, it stops being something happening to you and starts being something you're choosing—perhaps quietly and unconsciously—but it’s something you’re choosing nonetheless. The routines that keep you frozen, the spaces you haven't touched, the decisions you've stopped making, that’s infrastructure, but to keep your life from moving forward after loss.
Now, the good news is that what is keeping you stuck can be dismantled, and here are 3 steps to get you unstuck and become the hero in your own movie.
First, clear out what's keeping you stuck. Here's what happens after loss that nobody talks about: the physical world freezes. You stop moving things because moving things feels like erasure. You leave the closet untouched because opening it means accepting something you're not ready to accept. The photos stay exactly where they are, the clothes stay folded, the car stays parked — and every single one of those things sends your brain the same quiet signal: nothing has changed. But everything has changed. And surrounding yourself with evidence to the contrary doesn't bring them back — it just keeps you from moving forward. So look around and ask yourself honestly: is each thing a tribute, or a trap? Is it honoring the love, or is it holding the grief in place? Deep down, you already know the difference.
Next, break the routines that have become a substitute for living. Nobody tells you that grief has a rhythm. But it does. After a loss, you settle into patterns that help you survive — and for a while, that's exactly what they're for. They're scaffolding. They hold you up while you figure out how to stand on your own. But scaffolding is supposed to come down. Same chair, same show, same order to the day — at some point, the scaffolding becomes the structure, and you stop noticing it's there. The routines stop being something that helps you get through the grief and start being something that keeps you in it. So change something. Even something small. Not because the routine is wrong, but because you are capable of more than repeating yesterday. Every break in the pattern is proof that time is still moving — and so are you.
Finally, start making decisions again — because decisions are how you take back control. Here's the paradox of grief: at the very moment life feels most out of control, the instinct is to stop trying to control anything at all. Stop planning. Stop reaching out. Stop deciding. Because if you don't try, you can't fail. If you don't move, nothing can go wrong. But that instinct, left unchecked, hands control of your life over to inertia — and inertia is a terrible thing to be in charge of your future. So take it back. Pick up the phone and invite a friend to dinner. Sign up for a class. Find somewhere to volunteer. Take a trip. Give dating a try — not because you have it all figured out, but because doing something is how you remember that you're someone who can. You're not looking for instant transformation. You're looking to put your hands back on the wheel. Every decision, however small, is an act of reclaiming your life. And the people who come out the other side of real loss don't just survive it — they use it. They become someone their former self couldn't have been without it.
The movie worth being in isn't the one where loss defines you — it's the one where it forges you. Nobody's asking you to forget your late spouse or pretend the grief wasn't real. But you're still here. And while you're still here, the story isn't over. In one version of it, you stay in the same chair, in the same house, surrounded by the past — waiting for a life that isn't coming back. In the other, you become someone your former self couldn't have imagined: someone who was cracked open by the worst thing that ever happened and came out the other side bigger, stronger, and more fully alive because of it. That person exists. He or she is in you right now. The only thing standing between you and him is a single decision: to act or be acted upon.
I’m Abel Keogh, author of the book, Dating a Widower, and I’ll see you all next week!
